So......

Today was interesting to say the least...

I went to work...but I got up with the worst migraine known to mankind!!!

But I am a whiz at putting up a facade through pain...sad but true...

So I'm teaching my kinder class the joys of english...break...I ask the nurse, "Is it ok if a lie down on the cot? I have a headache"...The teacher from the class I was just in (I love her she's a hippy lady that is wonderful and is an absolute angel!) was so worried and just was beside herself feeling so bad that she didn't catch on to my migraine...many wouldn't unless you know me hence the facade.....so the nurse says....

Sure..Everyone is Über nice and accomodating and the principle says,"Cynthia we want you to go hope and rest..."

This is the best job to say the least...Everyone is older.Mature.I talk about my life goals.These teachers are what I wanna be in 2 years.

Thank god for change.

I can't believe ever being at these other jobs that caused so much grief.....backstabbing girls and people that couldn't come up to me to verify the truth....It feels so good to be rid of dumb people.

After all the crap...here I am stronger... for adversity makes me better and just looking at the fruits of my labor (and pain)...

and I feel blessed....

happy and just looking forward to this amazing life that I build with Gods help.

The picture is from my trip to Venice with Meli .....in the car

with my Nerd glasses on acting a fool.

Today has been quite interesting.....

Oh lord....

I run around this crazy town and at times I feel like I have no room to breathe... my space is so scarce that I drown at times....

So many thank you's to the Beautiful Dr. Patricia Ploesch...because she unknowingly introduced me to this blogging world that I so desperately needed ..I journal daily....many forms of release,

but putting my thoughts in this cyber world feels like a form of catharsis ...freeing release.

I started the mural that will take up the whole Cafeteria wall outside of Arizona Middle school and well I feel spent up,

but good.....

It is this beautiful regal Apache named Geronimo and this beautiful symbolism that they seemed to repeat on their leather and clothes.I'll put up a picture soon enough for all to see.

I find myself still feeling the repercussion of a life before and well who does that?

I do.

I find myself wanting to say all those things I should have said and owning up to all the mistakes...

I wish I could take back but know that in the end I am better off with my lessons and mistakes for love is great .....but knowledge is infinite.I used to think love was infinite.......

Maybe with the right one.Maybe it is.

It's fucking Lauryn Hill she always makes me feel it deep in my soul....mix it with a little Bob and you got my hurt all up in your face.

The picture above is from my garden...enjoy the rays of light.

paz y amor.